One of four greatest women of all time

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It had been related by Abu Hurairah ra that on one occasion, when Khadijah was still alive, Jibril came to the Prophet saw and said, "O Messenger of Allah, Khadijah is just coming with a bowl of soup (or food or drink) for you. When she comes to you, give her greetings of peace from her Lord and from me, and give her the good news of a palace of jewels in the Garden, where there will be neither any noise nor any tiredness." She replied with "innAllaha huwas-salaam, wa ‘alaa Jibreel as-salaam, wa 'alayka as-salaam ya Rasulullah"

And that's one of why Allah chose Her ra for Him saw.

Berilmu, Beramal, Bertaqwa

I'm just going to leave it up to my parents now. 

I trust, whatever i'm equipped with for all these years is enough for me to pass through, and be there for the better and the worse.

It seems like the tears shed was as much as the sky had cried. And the trees looked bowed, defeated.

What's happening out there that led to this pour?
Could it be that we're missing another great soul, one of whom You love?

This has been like so ever since hababah (may Allah bless her soul) passed away.

Subhanallah, this self is an insult. I'm a needy, always so.

Dear daughter

Break that wall in front of you and the rest will be easy

plan

Matters of provisions, soul mate, death are in the hands of God. He has prepared it for us, so why greed? It's the efforts that count, just so we have a life. To make it more interesting, we don't do tit for tat. We don't expect to benefit just because we have done so much. Apparently that 'so much', is only so little in the eyes of Allah. It's incomparable with what He has blessed us with. Whatever rewards we get, are only because of His rahmah. But humans, as always being forgetful, make it as an excuse of their status for them to achieve their ambitions. By God, only ambitions of sunnah are worth pursuing for.

Ustadha Ebtihal Aljufri

Surah Al-Anbiya' 21:31
And We have set on the earth mountains standing firm, lest it should shake with them and We have made therein broad highways (between mountains) for them to pass through: that they may receive guidance.

regret

I realised, i'm not good at handling failures. No, no.
Oh Allah, i've wronged myself... i lost perspective.
And this grief won't go away...